There are times that I question God's strength. Many times I find my self in circumstances where I start to really wonder all that I grew up believing about an almighty God. I question His divine plan for me, and if He indeed has a plan to not harm, but to give me hope. It's in the hardest times of my life that I realize that God is in control. Although it's hard to believe and to understand how can God be in control of the worst day of my life. When It seemed as if He wasn't there at all. Of course the question that overwhelms my heart and mind is why? Why did I have to face a day like this again. What purpose is hidden in a situation that I was just starting to get over? Now after years of healing I'm looking at this dark day once more. Now my weakness is exposed and my true colors are showing. Then I question His strength. Is He strong enough to turn my situation around and can I regain my hope? Is He strong enough to keep my husband and I from completely falling apart from another devastating situation? Can He be strong enough to see me lose faith again? Can He be strong enough to love me after I've been angry with Him? So, my many questions are calmed by this reminder in 2 Corinthians 12:9 that God's strength is made perfect in my weakness. So, I guess He just became stronger!
